you

2004-05-12T19:21:00.000-07:00

well, we dont hang out much anymore and things just seem weird, part of me knows that this will never be the same. well most of me knows that...and most of me is ok with it.....i guess ...again....i was wrong about things....oh well i found out in time.

2004-04-01T13:44:00.000-08:00

im constantly tryin to fill the void you left with others....and actually....ive already been hurt again....so now the pain is just growing.

2004-03-29T17:34:00.000-08:00

HELIZ

you made me a new person
someone i could stand
someone it was easy to believe in
i felt like a new man

standing by you
bad times and good
trying to make things right
so youll smile like you should

dreams of your face
as im deep in sleep
remembering sharing with you
memories i want to keep

watching you as
life is rearranged
i want things as they were
as i watch as they change

knowing that this
can never be
thoughts like this
truely sadden me

i die inside slowly
when i see your face
now it seems as if my life
is a little outta place

ive never been able to express
the true meaning of "you to me"
you will never understand
what an amazing person i see

for once i want to feel
something good that lasts
i want all this sadness
to be a thing of my past

2004-03-05T14:07:00.000-08:00

so we talked and now i dont know how i feel.....theres something missing. that hope is gone so now i feel really empty. i just know this is the start of something rough.